Sleep (by Shaindel Beers)


Shaindel Beers
Shaindel Beers
[photo: Evan Moodie Photography]


Sleep

They would scrawl their hate on my message board
nightly after you left—bitch, slut, cunt, whore,
never bothering to ask me the truth,
more fun to make up rumors of uncouth acts behind
closed doors. 
Why else would he slink
to her, all hours of the night? 
Who would think
without knowing your story of a lost
little boy, no parents—days of exhaustion
eighteen years later, afraid to sleep
alone, so sure history would repeat
itself.  I'd hold you close, shhhshhh to keep
you quiet and feel eerily complete
with you, sound asleep, cradled on my chest.
Of all the gifts I've given, giving you sleep
was best.



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"Sleep" is (c) 2009 by Shaindel Beers, used by permission of the author
and comes from her collection
A Brief History of Time - by Salt Publishing

Enter here by 29 June 2009 to win a copy of her book:
http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/6135468.A_Brief_History_of_Time

Visit Shaindel Beers at http://www.redroom.com/author/shaindel-rebekah-beers
or on Facebook at http://www.facebook.com/people/Shaindel-Beers/521563806

Read a Jesus Crisis interview with Shaindel Beers at
http://crisisblog.crisischronicles.com/2009/05/13/beers-to-you—poet-shaindel-visits-crisis-chronicles.aspx

Shaindel Beers' poetry, fiction, and creative nonfiction have appeared in numerous journals and anthologies.  She is currently an instructor of English at Blue Mountain Community College in Pendleton, Oregon, in eastern Oregon's high desert and serves as Poetry editor of
Contrary (www.contrarymagazine.com).  She hosts the talk radio poetry show Translated By, which can be found at http://www.blogtalkradio.com/onword.



 
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